{"id":429,"date":"2025-11-17T09:19:12","date_gmt":"2025-11-17T17:19:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nikatine.com\/blog\/?p=429"},"modified":"2025-11-17T09:21:12","modified_gmt":"2025-11-17T17:21:12","slug":"the-airship-reverent-chapter-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nikatine.com\/blog\/the-airship-reverent-chapter-2\/","title":{"rendered":"The Airship Reverent &#8211; Chapter 2"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"\">It was nearly as hot inside the Widow\u2019s modest parlor as it was outside in the promenade of Southtree in the towering city of Saska Torn. Sweat beaded and crawled over every part of my body except my mechanical arm, which showed little hesitation in the dim heat of the parlor as I willed it to prepare the holy Sacrament.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">The Widow stood in the corner, still adorned in her mourning robes and peered bloodshot through her veil at my preparations. Covered though she was, I could tell she had not washed her hair in some time and her hopeful gaze was only slightly encumbered by the weight of the purple skin under her eyes. She had invited me to her parlor to announce the death of a childhood friend of mine named Ploom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">Had I known that Ploom lived here, with a wife, I surely would have come to see him, I lied to myself. Surely I would have made an effort at least, I continued lying. But the Widow insisted on meeting in the parlor, insisted that there was something I needed to know. I arrived to her townhome to much fussing and salutations but once we retired to the parlor, her whole demeanor had grown sullen and withdrawn and it was a struggle to get any word from her at all. After a bloated silence, I spoke at last.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cShall I begin the Communion now,\u201d I offered, hoping to lift her spirits, \u201cor shall we have a moment of prayer?\u201d I told her on arrival that I had only a short while, that I was expected to make an important delivery, and I remember wishing I could take back those words as soon I spoke them. 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She dabbed her face with an embroidered lace kerchief of real filament &#8211; or a quality fake &#8211; and gave a wounded look.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cSorry, Chaplain.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">I rose and crossed softly to her side of the room. \u201cYou haven\u2019t done anything wrong.\u201d Her eyes looked through the pilling veil up into mine, tide pools filled with a yearning for life yet confounded by the lack of it. I bade her rest at a soft wing-back chair, and she did collapse there deflated. A skittering in the rafters caused my neck to tense before the Widow make a clicking sound with her teeth and from the darkened space above came a streak of white and there leapt down a snow white doska.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cMy darling.\u201d The Widow cooed at the creature which chittered and wound its long body in circles as it made a comfortable nest in her robes. The doska became a coil of brilliant white fur and leered at me with suspicious golden eyes which flickered in the dark as it devoured some morsel the Widow had passed it. \u201cI do so love doska. Did you ever have one as a child?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cNo, none of us from the Silchurch were permitted pets, and it\u2019s just as well &#8211; I\u2019m rather allergic to doska.\u201d The widow looked up at me with concern and her doska mimicked her gaze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cIf you\u2019d rather I,-\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cNo, I\u2019m quite alright.\u201d I could not afford any more distractions, late as I was already. \u201cIf you could simply tell me when last you saw him, I can transcribe the Bill of Soul and,\u201d I began to assemble my portable autoquill on the table next to the Sacrament preparations, \u201cand we can enjoy a little Sacrament together after a short prayer.\u201d I had assumed that the Widow invited me specifically for my role as a Chaplain in administering the procedural paperwork for the deceased.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cNo, Chaplain, you must not take this down.\u201d I froze and found her sheltered face now twisted into a kind of manic dread. \u201cYou must never speak this to anyone.\u201d I stowed the autoquill and resumed my preparation of now two measures of Sacrament instead of one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cVery well.\u201d My interest swelled. \u201cElucidate me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cHis name was Ploom, this you know. He liked to host little parties, to tell jokes and laugh.\u201d Her gaze was fastened to some faraway place and she spoke as if she was kilofathoms away. \u201cHe enjoyed reading, too. He loved to read your accounts.\u201d She turned her eyes to meet my own. \u201cThat\u2019s why I asked you here. He told me you could be trusted.\u201d I turned the dosing vial of Sacrament in my mechanical hand and the speckled fluid swirled. Another chill ran along my back and a modest buzzing in my teeth, and I instinctively glanced around for any more eyes in the darkness. \u201cThat you would understand because you know how the church,\u201d her voice quivered and fell into an exasperated whisper, \u201chow they keep their secrets.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">The Widow rose from the chair to the chagrin of her doska which fluffed and scampered back up the wall and into the rafters as the Widow herself viciously sifted through a ream of documents on the mantle. \u201cHe followed your career, always telling me you had seen or discovered something new.\u201d She made a choking sound like a scoff. \u201cHe never cared about your failure or that folly of a race.\u201d She extracted a page from the stack, clutched it to her chest, and turned to face me. \u201cHe was so full of love and the Church destroyed him.\u201d She sprung toward me, renewed of life. \u201cHe said you went to the same Silchurch as pups.\u201d I nodded affirmative.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cSilchurch of Niska, 1822.\u201d Her spirit seemed renewed at the confirmation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cWe were attending a function, Chaplain. A dedication of some artifact to the Museum. He saw a Tisk he knew as Harmony.\u201d I bobbed my head again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cHarmony was our Desast at the Silchurch. We grew up in the same litter, and Harmony was the one who raised us.\u201d I regretted ever falling of touch with Ploom. Had I known he was in Saska Torn, had I known he was alive\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cHe greeted Harmony at the function, and she had him Judged. Judged, Chaplain!\u201d She cried and her voice shook. The turbulent vapors in the vial swirled and danced. \u201cShe said she didn\u2019t know him, and he pressed her on it. The fool.\u201d She pushed the paper into my free hand, and collapsed into the wing-back chair. \u201cJudged last week.\u201d She spoke to no one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">I set the glowing vial upon the end table, and held the paper in my mechanical hand as not to ruin it with sweat. It was a rendering of our litter, 1822. It showed the litter as mere pups. I spotted Ploom, grinning from some prank, and I spied myself a couple rows below, and cringed at the way I used to look. In the top row, in the center, towered the hooded figure of Desast Harmony.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cI went to the Silchurch here in Saska Torn, but the Nakata servants there told me all the records of Niska 1822 had been sealed.\u201d Silent tears flowed down her face, which sparkled behind the veil. \u201cShe\u2019s Bewildered, Chaplain.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">I forced a smile. \u201cThat is impossible. A Tisk can only contract Bewilderment from,-\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cMeat.\u201d She coughed. \u201cHuman meat. Tainted\u201d Her mourning robes rustled as she turned to me. \u201cShe shows all the signs. Her limbs shake, her reflex is failing. She didn\u2019t recognize Ploom.\u201d Her voice trailed into the distance again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">A realization struck me. \u201cThis happened last week? Then Desast Harmony is here, in Saska Torn? I will simply go to meet with her,-\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">\u201cYou must never do such a thing.\u201d She stared at me as a hissing sound began to creep into the hot little parlor from the swirling vial on the table. \u201cThey won\u2019t spare you Chaplain, no matter how rational you are, or how willing to serve.\u201d She glimpsed through my righteousness and without leaving my gaze said \u201cThat hunger is inside them all. The yearning for our death is everywhere, at every level. We disgust them, offend them, or entertain them as willing servants. They will let none of us stand among them. None of us, Chaplain.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"\">The little dosing vial of Sacrament cracked itself open, and an ethereal howl radiated from the puff of glowing mist, before it disappeared upward into the air. Through the miasma our thoughts became as one, growing placid and bathed in piety and if not peace then something like it. And yet. And yet. And yet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;We disgust them, offend them, or entertain them as willing servants. 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